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Les Vampires

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Aug. 3rd, 2011
I dreamed of being in his arms again.
I dreamed of living in darkness again.
I dreamed of white sharp teeth again.
Of glowing, piercing, seductive eyes.
They came for me again, in my dreams.
My veins ache.
Why must one dream of something, of
some life, of someone one cannot have?
Explanation:
The writing it's quite plane and literal. I woke up this early morning from a "nightmare", one with known characteristics for my usual nightmares anyway (I call them simply Dreams, but since uneasiness takes over, though I am not frightened of them, I should probably classify them as such regardless.)

I never have "normal" dreams, to be honest. I rarely dream, and when I do, they're nightmares. I have no complaints about those, the second group, dreams are dreams and to someone with the lacking of, nightmares are very much acceptable as dreams, a consolation prize if you will...

Anyway, I have had this sort of vampiric dreams before. I have a small fascination for the fictitious character/creature since childhood, but I have never had dreams as vivid as these. Much less like those with a certain individual who I have seen more than clearly in various times. Slightly frightening now and then.

Nevertheless, it remains unknown to me the reasons or the 'how' I could possibly have such nightly visions. Again, I don't mind them, mostly because they aren't as scary as as that one outer worldly experience which I came to the assumption, it could have possibly been an Incubus; I woke up with physical aches and positioned... uh, yeah, of course, we need no explanation of what that was (look it up.)

PS. Just so we're clear. I'm an atheist. I don't believe in ghosts, demons, vampires (:heart:), angels, fairies (:heart:), god, etc. Hell, I never even believed in Santa Claus as a kid. I do not take drugs nor I drink; I've never touched the stuff, alcohol, and it's been about ten years since I last had a medication strong enough to produce hallucinations prescribed to me. So, I'm quite aware of what the differences are between a hallucination and a dream.

Also, I've never been diagnosed with any mental illness, not even after my last open-heart surgery where the Docs thought they had damaged my brain due that I remembered people I've never met (my surgeon), saw things that weren't there (hallucinations produced by the morphine and horror films I was watching while in ICU, Jeepers Creepers in particular) and acted simply... Insane. I had a phase. ;)

The conclusion was that I had an overactive imagination and that I had woken up during the surgery, a lie they told me to pacify due that until recently mum spilled the truth which says that I could have not possibly have woken up during the surgery, and even if such rarity had taken place, that was no way I could have seen my surgeon's face due that doctors while in the process of cutting you open cover the patient completely -except for where the incisions are to be made-, meaning my face was covered the entire time. Thus I had an out-of-body experience... ever seen "Awake" with the guy who played Anakin Skywalker? something like that.

So, I might be a bit "off" but I'm not some religious loon, nor a junkie, NOR an absolute nut. Be sure of that as you read.

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